it’s so strange and somewhat tragic how someone you once told everything to could become almost a stranger in only a few short months
(via x-kissing-razors)
I don't want to be me
Hi, I'm Rachel, 14.
I suffer from self harm. I starve. I wish I was good enough.
I do not promote eating disorders or self harm. This blog might be triggering for some people.
Days without cutting: 0
I suffer from self harm. I starve. I wish I was good enough.
I do not promote eating disorders or self harm. This blog might be triggering for some people.
Days without cutting: 0
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn’t I, my dear?
Ugh I can tell I’m gaining weight
I can feel the sides of my stomach, like muffin top? has gotten bigger.. My jeans are getting a little bit tight.. Ugh fuck no no no no. This is what I get for not starving anymore..
Anonymous:
Hi. I know I don't know you personally or anything, but you're wrong. You are important. You aren't a waste of space. It may not seem like it now, but your life is worth living. It wouldn't be better for everyone if you were gone. Yeah, what does it matter, all this coming from a stranger you don't even know? I don't know, but you are very special and will be able to get past all this pain you're feeling. It may take some time, but I believe in you. Try to keep your head up :)
Hi. I know I don't know you personally or anything, but you're wrong. You are important. You aren't a waste of space. It may not seem like it now, but your life is worth living. It wouldn't be better for everyone if you were gone. Yeah, what does it matter, all this coming from a stranger you don't even know? I don't know, but you are very special and will be able to get past all this pain you're feeling. It may take some time, but I believe in you. Try to keep your head up :)
Aw this made me smile c: thank you for this. Really, thank you. You’re so kind. c:
